Day 18 in Hell...

So... Been a while since I posted I know I promised my hockey blog a video but I have been so depressed and busy lately I haven't really wanted to do much... And then along came the spiders that sat right be side her (me)... The spiders being my roommates.

Recently I learned that I would be getting a tad bit less of a loan refund to pay for my rent, so I talked to my landlord and got permission to find a roommate. So I posted this lovely ad around the Facebook, Craigslist and other such places...

Ended up getting 2. They live in my living room and pay about 300 dollars less a month EACH then I pay for my 1 bedroom apartment in DOWNTOWN CHICAGO. Okay sure that's fair cause I have the bedroom... whatever. I let them move in 15 days early at no charge! I am a goddess they shall love me fore I am forever nice and accommodating they will never try to screw me over now!

Holy Moley... Lack of Bloggy...

So its been a while there Blogger...

its been like A YEAR!!!!

Holy Hell where did the time all go??? Christ School has been keeping me plenty busy. Its been pretty intense what with being a full-time student with 19 credit hours to cover, + two (not one but TWO) Part-Time Jobs... I don't know where I find the time to do... well anything... but the good news is I passed and made it through the year pretty well. I had to drop a few classes here and there which means I will have to take summer school to graduate BUT I can't really complain...

Its been a pretty fun ride here at Columbia... I can barely think about graduating and leaving with dry eyes. The school became a place of fun. it was more about stretching my knowledge with in my craft over boring hum drum school type things. I have made some friends, and also lost a few. Through it all Columbia has shown me what it is to be an artist in this crazy fucked up world, and well its not shy about telling you that it isn't easy out in there in the "Big Bad."

Over the past year I think I have learned a lot about myself and who I am as a person. I still have my daily struggles and I still have an immensely hard time getting up in the morning... some days. But I have a support system in some places and its nice to know there are people out there willing to have my back. its been a while since I have had something like that I could rely on.